Feeling like I can rest and feeling calmer. My eyes are tired. I turned the song off after having listened to it a good portion of the day on loop and being entirely unproductive. The silence without it isn't as bad as I thought. But, at least I think I am done with these horrible musings. Although you likely will, I hope you will judge me little from this nonsense. Tomorrow, I am off to my sister's house for a get together (we have one every Sunday at my mom and dad's but since they are out of town, my sister is hosting), we have family in from out of town as my aunt is not well, she is fighting for her life. The prognosis is bleak but they have not given up hope. Anyway, hoping tomorrow is a little more peaceful that tonight. I hope all of you are well.
All my love,
Sarah
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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