Well, I wrote a reply but then I couldn't post it because I ended up offline.
Short version:
I'm not judging you. I try hard not to judge anyone.

Everyone has just as much right to be who they are as I have to be who I am.
I'm glad you're feeling better and, maybe, by now you are even sleeping.
Well wishes for tomorrow ( your tomorrow is a difficult subject for me, so I am sending you well wishes).
Good night.