Yes, Sweet, I am PRO HARM REDUCTION and I appreciate your input so very much; thank you and it sure helps (I've already been trying some of those).

Unfortunately, I cannot be with this person as much as I would like to. I also think me pretentious to imagine that I of all people would be able to help pick him up to see the sun from where he is right now.

Anyway it is soothing to come back here and find your supportive messages and to find people who care.

I'm really thankful for your replies.

SeptemberM, I miss you too.

Love+