good morning guys

the store manager told me he wants me to be a bookkeeper. this scared me. part of me wants to say OK ill do it. part of me is too scared!!! it just seems really dumb not to do it though. i am not sure what to do. i see T today, i will talk about it with him. i texted him about it yesterday when i was at work and he got all excited. of course he will want me to do it. my mom does too. i feel very not normal. bc i cant accept a promotion and see it as a good thing. i see it through my lens of fear and anxiety, and it seems like a terrible thing that i need to escape from. i was even thinking that i should become a crap employee so they will leave me a lone.... omg that is nonsense.