i think sometimes my maker takes himself away from me as a sort of a test of my love. i have felt the way you feel now but the love feeling seems to come back even stronger after the period of time he seemed to be away. i have a great love for my maker, i often wonder why he does this to people, but i went through what you're going through recently and came out on the other side more of a spiritual person. i feel so much love it feel beautiful in my heart.i do hope you can overcome this and feel what i feel, anything less would be awful for you. good luck