I am with you Puzzle bug. I was naïve and had no idea I should not trust my T. I was duped by the mask of someone who said they cared but really didn't. I lost years of my life agonizing over how someone I trusted would turn on me. I don't understand any of it. No one is helping me figure this out. I don't mean people here on PC, I mean people in RL who know me. My T for one. He could have helped me but chose not to. I don't know what he was thinking turning against me but he did. I can't deal with it. Sorry. I am sad and angry.