You need to trust yourself. Don't automatically put things down to paranoia; that is you taking responsibility for this dr's actions and that's not your job. You need someone you feel comfortable with and trust or this process is so much harder. I was seeing a pdoc before I was diagnosed who kept loading on the SSRIs and not seeing the pattern that every time she did so I got manic and then crashed and was even more depressed. I figured out what was wrong with me myself and since then have been unbelievably fortunate with drs; first I did a clinical trial with a world's top expert and then I changed to the pdoc I've had for 13 years and she's amazing. Having someone good is really important.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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