I saw an advocate, but he only drafted a complaint letter. He has yet to let me see it, but it hardly matters as the women left this year. They have left my life as well as that company. All this baloney and attempts at justification was all for nothing. 4 times I went to jail, including suffering through a full committal in May. Yeah, and what a moron I was for chasing after them.

Apparently, the accommodation I was in just gets used as mostly a sleepover flat now, with their office being elsewhere. The last time I was in the holding cells beneath the courts, I saw my neighbor, Scott. He's always getting arrested for getting frustrated and throwing things out of his window. He also spent months in jail after being remanded in custody. I'm also starting to think that he wants to copy me and be kept in prison, as he has left voice-mail on my landline stating he wants to be "deliberately" arrested like me. He also told me ages ago that he thought he would be back in jail. It is really as if he does not care, and I know he lost his mother and sister to diabetes and cancer.

I'm not worried about the guy. He is a good friend, but I just don't think it's as easy as saying to keep cool. I'm not saying I blame him for doing what he does, but I'm just saying that any advice would go ignored. He just wants a girlfriend, like I do.