Today had been an exhausting day. I still go too much to the bathroom and the fear of diabetes is all high. I try to mantain myself occupied but having to go every hour or time I took a glass keep me remiding me. I got no other sympthom of the sickness and while I feel tired now, I got up at 6 and have been doing a lot of exercise (for me). I got nothing but my fear keep coming back. Later I go to some friends house to a party and I want to curl and do nothing but I want to go and I'm afraid. If I keep tomorrow with this I'm going monday to make myself a blood test to put this to rest and be over. I hope after the results I can keep this way of life of diet and exercise. I Love waking up early, studying and being active. See ya.