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Once, while I was manic, I took a trip in the clouds. I was laying in bed awake and I don't recall falling asleep but I kept going in and out of sleep, still dreaming this even while awake. I thought I had been in the clouds for hours but when I looked at the clock only about 10 mins had passed. It was as real as I was actually in the clouds and when I wrote about it the next day, I could even describe how they felt.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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