I know I keep posting on this thread. If you aren't following or want to stop doing so, that's fine! This is mostly to "hear myself talk". Today I took 2 MG of klonapin which is 2 MG more than I've taken in months. I took one about 1/2 hour ago. My husband gave me a bed time tonight and a time to shut off media. As long as I can keep from totally losing it, I should be able to oblige. Anyway, today was rough but not as rough as last night. I have my husband worried. I told him, like I mentioned yesterday, that the only position that makes sense to me is face down on the ground but that I am sane enough not to stay there. He didn't like that and tried to reason with my anxiety. I warned him that something is trying to break into my mind. But, I know that this is a false belief and I told him that. I am trying to shift my focus from this type of thinking as it gets me very worked up.