Hello, I'm a new member here. I'm 23 and I think I have Bipolar Disorder when I was in Junior High, but I didn't realize it until few years ago when I experienced extreme emotions during college.
My life has fallen apart because of this personal issue. I've never had serious relationship with anyone, every close friendship has been destroyed because my ups and downs; I distance myself from my family, I don't talk to my mom or my sister; my career's heading nowhere and I'm still studying to earn a Bachelor Degree. The only things help to calm myself and release negative emotion are meditating to God, drawing and praying.