Well today I went and talked with an attorney. She actually was rather sincere and nice. I think it helped that she was female also. Well and she told me that she had gone through similar experiences as well. So that helped me to know that she is probably real about the seriousness of this. Well she said there is probably some problems with the case. She said that for one, he gets SSI so I probably will not get anything out of it, which I'm not even hoping for money anyway. Two, there is no way to prove that this was actually forced and not concentual. But the big kick of all, it's because I have mental illness. She also wants me to even consider if I want to pursue this anymore. She though understood why I would want to. She said that for a fact I would have to testify, so that would be hard, though I had thought about that before. Actually I thought I had to when it was a criminal case. But since nothing was really done criminally, I am taking it civally. I really need this I think, for me and for my own healing, as well as Jenny's and all th rest of us. Well then also she said there is a high probability that this case would be made public and there would be alot fo publicity. She is worried about that for me. It was actually already brough to my attention before I decided I would take this further. Though I think I need to do everything I can for myself and know that I did all that I could. Well what is your opinion?

Jennifer