Well I hope you DO contact your meds doctor and/or your therapist if you have one. Suicidal ideation should be taken seriously. Having a crying jag can be healthy sometimes and it's no reason to go upping your meds, but thinking about ending it might be.

I'm glad your last post was recent, and that you're still here. Let your doctor know what happened! They'll be able to advise about your treatment plan okay?