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Originally Posted by junkDNA
i took a bath , i didnt even bathe myself i just laid there and thought a lot and ended up crying. i feel like such a freak for getting this upset about a promotion. shouldnt promotions be good news? i am just so scared of messing up and failing. not being able to handle it. getting too stressed out. T texted me that he has complete faith in me. im gonna do it , and maybe the intense fear is just for the anticipation. maybe once i start training i will feel better and more confident
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I don't like admitting it, but I have high levels of insecurity like this too... when good things happen like this to me I won't lie I freak out. I don't think you're a freak.