(((((((((justice))))))))))

thank you for your concern...i haven't done anything more with the site...been too busy dealing w/ crap

i'm in the process of losing my job...very stressful...it's not being done in an alltogether proper way...so extra stress

my T is worried about my SI-ing...he wanted me to go into the hospital today...but i said no...since he knows i'm not trying to kill myself he let me go home...(i think he'd commit me on the spot if he knew all of what i do!!)

but now i won't be able to afford T or God forbid a hospitalization!!! my last was over $8K!!! and he thinks i need to stay longer!!! come monday i'm not going to have medical insurance ...or an income....

i'm sad and scared...