i had to take a medical leave for the next week. i will probably have to quit after that.. the leave was just a way of buying time, maybe holding onto job as long as possible. i need a job to pay for T. i have just enough self employment income to pay for rent and food, but can't cover T. For long and private reasons i can't be sure my H will help.

i am scared. My T is my only serious support and my life is in a bad state. i am very afraid.