I really cannot believe I deeply fell for a con. No normal man, cuts people out of his life and goes about his day as if all is well. He cuts me, his wife out, all his co-workers have met me. One even said something to me about how he's the problem not his ex's. So a fool from start to finish I was. I've been loved, why was I so susceptible to him?
A mutual friend tried to contact him, he didn't want to believe what I was saying about him. My soon to be ex told him, he knew no one by that name. We've had bbq's together, eaten at their house, and he doesn't know him? Wow, he blocked him off his facebook, minutes after blocked me. A week later I blocked his entire family, those I could, off my facebook.
I have to wait for the divorce. Paperwork is delayed 2 weeks at least, therefore the case hasn't even been considered open yet. Staff shortage I was told. I'm really hurt. I deserve this on some level, I mean I did throw away a descent human being, my daughter's father, because I just wasn't in love with him. I had it all, threw it away. Karma bites.
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Son: 14, 12/15/2009 R.I.P.
Daughter: 20
Diagnosis: Bipolar with Psychosis. Latuda 100 mgs.
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