You're not a monster. You'll never be a monster. The day you are, then I'll be one too. And so will every other person being rejected by these so-called normals with their petty problems and manipulations. It's not your fault, unfortunately you happen to be around a lot of people who don't appreciate you, I have a whole country of them here but it's not like that everywhere or with everyone. You haven't found the right people yet, you're still young with plenty of time, and the people here think you're great