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Originally Posted by fosterthehuman
since i'm bored and extremely down right now, i thought it would be interesting to here peoples' stories. talk about how you become depressed, or even what brought you come to this site and seek support. feel free to share, or even just talk about things in your life.
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hi foster,
I was diagnosed with depression in 1995 when I saw my old doctor for the first time . he put me on Serazone and ativan . I refused to take meds cuz I didn't need them . he said that I had a chemical imbalance in my brain . I went back on the meds again in 1998 after my grandmother died . it was back on Serazone and now Xanax for my depression . then I started going to counseling with my old theology teacher from high school who became an LPCC. I went to her for four years while I was the meds . then after four years w my therapist at that time she terminated me and her services for me . I went to this wannabe counselor at this clinic where my old psychiatrist was . these two didn't do dilly squat for me to help me manage my depression . my old therapist never showed me his treatment plans or we never agreed upon them . he never gave me coping skills to work on in between sessions and what to do when im in a crisis situation and who call when im in crisis or emotional distress . so I fired both the therapist and the psychiatrist and quit taking the meds cold turkey all together in 2007. Now with my therapist now who diagnosed me with anxiety and depression , my therapist and I are now been together for a year now . she and I agreed to work on my anxiety and depression now that im on the right meds and my psychiatrist is working with my therapist and I . im happy with my therapist and my psychiatrist . they both know what they are doing . my therapist is an experienced registered nurse as well as a counselor .
Diagnosis: Anxiety and depression
meds : Cymbalta 90mgs at night
Vistrail 2 25 mgs daily for anxiety prn
50 mgs at night for insomnia