Tenderheart,
I hate to say this but maybe you should think about out not being in the relationship you're in since you are trying to get clean. I say this because I am also an addict, I have about 6 weeks sober now. I have never been able to stay sober because I have always been with a man that drank or did drugs and it was impossible to stay sober with any of them. Since I had my daughter, I have been single bc her dad went to jail and we broke up. I have finally been able to stay clean and I know it's bc I am doing what they tell you to do in treatment- stay single for at least a year after getting clean. Good luck to you. I, myself have never been big on crack cocaine, downers were my thing but I watched my father battle and 20 year crack addiction and its hell- especially when you will do about anything to get it. You can do this! Keep going to meetings, screw what your man says!

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