tring to get past this bad work stuff but hatng me right now..... drank alot fo wine......cut myself....... havent done tha t in a long time an feel guiltty....... want to be ok and say im ok but im not...... why cant i jus be a normal person ...... felt ok yestrday.....this sucks..............loser............i hurt and cant fix it....... called my brotherr but he wa s distracted got rid of me..........noone to talk to