(((((((((((((((((((bellaviolet)))))))))))))))))))))))

i'm sorry you're feeling so bad!!!! i wish there was something i could say to make you feel better!!!

don't be too hard on yourself about the cutting. so you slipped up...that's ok....you don't have to do it again. you were just feeling really bad.

you're not a loser! you've been a wonderful friend to me - trying to help me!

i'm sorry your brother was distracted - i'm sure he didn't mean to hurt you! try talking with him again tomorrow! be a little forceful and say you really need for him to listen. i'm sure he will.

in the meantime, you can always post here and feel free to PM me!!!

feel better!!