I rarely dream with my therapist in my dreams. In fact it's rare anyone I know other than just people I see passing in the street or on the train and recognise as train/bus/street regulars, and when I do dream of anyone they seem to be busy getting on with their own lives and frustrated with not being able to because something has held them up. It's as if I have my own dream but others are at the edges also in their own dream and we don't really meet, just occasionally cross paths.

No one is really *with* me in my dream as much as passing through including my therapist who for the most part in my dreams is getting on with her life, visiting the shops to buy regular every day things (not that I can remember what though!) then she'll disappear without warning, not because anything terrible has happened (well not from her point of view anyway!) but because she has other things to get on with and like everyone else was just passing through.

I wont say I am sitting waiting for people in their dreams; I have my own agenda which always seems pretty pressing and vital (life and death vital) bit no one ever is there with me or to help me and anyone who by chance is on the same life-or-death mission as I am just seems to get in my way as I do with them.

I should add here; I don't seem to like my dreams, they always feel stressful and if the day itself didn't feel so overwhelming and stressful I'd probably like waking up and getting up in the morning!