A friend was talking to me and told me it is upto me to make things happen. And I told him that only miracle can change my life.
When I said that I meant it.

I really really want the guy back in my life. I couldn't make him fall in love with me, infact more I tried I pushed him away. He might have fell in love if I accepted for sex but I'm not sure about it. But definitely I'm sure if I had sex without love, I wouldn't have been able to respect myself again.

I did right thing, I know that. But, I lost him. Even today I want him back, I wish for it everyday. I see him often but he is unapproachable now. I can't do anything.

Do you believe, we can get everything we want? We can control everything?