I'm so sorry this year is starting off so badly. I really hope something changes for the better - if you could get in to see someone at the school who could take an interest in these problems it really could make a huge difference. Is there any teacher at all who seems sympathetic? Would you feel comfortable writing a letter to your teachers, sort of like what you wrote here? It sounds like part of the problem is that your school is overcrowded and maybe the teachers have too many students, which is really not good for those students who are deemed capable of getting along on their own.

Thankfully, high school is temporary. I also really did not like it for a variety of reasons and combined my last two years into one to escape it early. Other people I know switched to the vocational program which was kind of like an alternative high school. I am not sure if either of those options are available to you or if there is some other school/school alternative in your area.

I can't even tell you how much better life got for me after high school, and then again when I moved into my own place. It's awful while you are there, but the end is in sight.