I think it's time to go inpatient. I think you know that, too. It will give the docs the time and 24/7 needed to make faster med adjustments and get you stabilized more quickly, it will put you in a safe environment where you and your husband won't have to worry about your safety, it will give you some well-needed rest from having to make decisions, worry about everyday responsibilities, etc. Do it for yourself; do it for your husband. It's time.