You're welcome.

I used to try and explain it but I've largely given up. Most people are sadly ignorant either unintentionally or by choice. There are a few people that understand what I'm going through, and I hold onto those because people who really take the time to understand are few and far between and most people subconsciously don't WANT to understand.

I can identify with not being able to find the right words... Emotions and the human experience in general are ironically pretty difficult to articulate.

It all reminds me of this quote:

"Never waste your time trying to explain who you are to people who are determined to misunderstand you."