My problem is that when I send an inappropriate email or sometimes an impulsive post, I will read and read and read it for sometimes hours at a time. A total narcisist about it...just making sure it was okay and that my point got across. It's that narcissism that let's me know that the email or post has been entirely inappropriate. I get stuck in loops. I always wish I could take it back. I have lost friendships, made myself look insane, embarrassed myself more times than I can count and at times, pissed people off.

I don't have much advice I just want you to know you are not alone. For me, walking away seems impossible. I have considdered asking my husband to take away my laptop before when I've been manic and obsessed with someone. He gets angry about the thought and thinks that it is so abnormal but he would do it in a heartbeat if he had to. For me it is an abnormal compulsion to have to tell someone what is on my mind at that exact moment.