Makes sense to me, and I'm not dx'ing you, because my T says the one thing that's fascinating about BPD is that everyone relates to a certain extent, our extent just goes further and deeper, but anyway, my point is... This is the one thing I am actually struggling with atm in therapy, and in ny relationship.


Things are possibly the best they've ever been, and I'm almost "tempted" or compelled to screw it up out of fear.

I know that's not what you mean though, but on some level I do get it.


I'm afraid that my current action plan is not much of one...


I'm trying to just breath it in, accept it, enjoy it, to stay present in the moment and not sabotage us in some way, shape or form.


So far, I haven't screwed up and its been a few weeks now.