I usually don't post here because I am afraid reading about depression will make me feel more depressed. So, if I don't belong here, please let me know.

I just need to reach out because I feel so completely alone and abandoned and rejected right now. I'm hiding this from my kids and husband because they worry so much and don't deserve to have to deal with this. My four sisters and two brothers are totally dysfunctional and my T says keeping my distance right now would be a good idea because they make me feel worse. They live on the other side of the country anyway. And my little brother who I am very close to is going through his own tough time in Iraq and doesn't need me whining. And my T is on vacation but I can email him and he has communicated with me but I don't want to bother him either.

So, I'm just needing some support to know that anyone out there cares. I need to know that I am not alone on this planet. All alone in a crowd of thoughsands.

SBD