I find in my faith it is important for me to go to church regularly and because of the school my daughter attends, regular church attendance is an obligation. Despite both of these things, I rarely even go. I am usually too unwell. Before my breakdown a few years ago, I was active in both church and my Bible study, baking and participating in various outreach programs and tithing.

I don't know how to consistently find my way back.

I find it commendable for you to be involved in Church and volunteering despite your illness. Not only should the volunteering make you feel good about yourself but the fact that you are able to overcome such an obstacle and do it is moving and commendable!