Anxiety and low self esteem with a touch of paranoia for me. I'm always thinking people are staring or making fun of me. At times when I talk I think "wow that sounded stupid". It really sucks. And no, my meds don't make it go away. In the past I quieted my thoughts with 20 drinks a day at 97lbs. I was a mess. I havnt had a drink since May though and I feel these thoughts have gotten louder.