No...you're not alone...." alone in a crowd of thousands", of which too many feel alone and abandoned ...just like you.
We all feel this way....lost in the crowd...at times.

I'm sorry you feel so poorly right now...I care. I'm sorry you're family is not too supportive... mine is sorta that way too. You should really talk with you're husband about this too though...he really needs to know how you feel. It's important.
Take care "song bird daisy"...hmmm...music and flowers...lovely combination!
D.