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Originally Posted by veiledregret1234
After almost 20 years of anxiety and depression, I'm currently on my way home to be with my family as we suffer through my youngest brother's suicide. My heart is broken, I've struggled with suicidal thoughts for as long as I can remember. After all that I feel like a terrible sister for not seeing the pain he was in. I feel responsible, I don't know how to process this. He was so kind and wonderful, he deserved so much better than this.
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hi regret,
im so sorry for your loss.its not your fault that your youngest brother committed suicide. you are not a terrible sister . I too suffer from anxiety and depression. do you have a therapist that you can talk to about it ? if you do go see your therapist asap . if not call the National Suicide Prevention Hotline at 1-800-273-8255
they can help to dew w those suicidal ideation thoughts. be gentle on yourself it takes time to heal from a loss of a loved one from suicide .
Diagnosis: Anxiety and depression
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Vistrail 2 25 mgs daily for anxiety prn
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