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Old Oct 19, 2015, 10:39 PM
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I have all these effects of abuse and I'm pretty sure I was severely abused emotionally but I keep doubting myself mainly because my mom doesn't believe it, and she was there my whole life growing up. She definitely enables my dad (who did the abusing), so maybe she just overlooks all the criticisms and eroding of my confidence my dad did to me. And the couple of times he physically abused me (not so bad though). So I'm doubting myself every day that the abuse caused a lot of my problems. But I have no other way to explain the shame, fear, my lag in emotional maturity, my trouble with relationships, my craving to be abused (which has gone away a lot), my relationship with an emotional manipulator, and a lot of other symptoms that my bipolar can't explain. My mom just doesn't understand how it felt to be abused. But am I right it causes my problems even though I don't have any bruises or injuries, did the emotional abuse still effect me in a lot of ways?
hi paradox,
dont doubt yourself . dont take the blame that your dad abused you and your sister . you deserve much more than that . your mother needs professional help to deal with her denial that it happened to you and your sister. your father needs to ownership for he has done to you and your sister . do you see a counselor about it? if you please tell your counselor about it .if not please tell someone outside of the family and get yourself some professional help too.













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