our dad didn't believe in doctors to begin with, so when the school psychologist said i needed a shrink it was not pretty. i did get to go for a few weeks but then my dad said to my mom that it wasn't doing any good but costing him money and i had to quit going. they didn't tell me, the doctor did so i'm glad i never really said anything except "Something is wrong but i don't know what it is." i didn't know then, of course i know now that the abuse from the family caused there to be more than just me around --------we're DID--------- i got away from that family but into another bad one, not my fault, and i never got away in my mind. nona.