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i know we all feel like we're bothering each other...which is silly when ya think about it...that's what message boards are for! but i know how you feel and you are not bothering anyone!!!

i know when i have to tell my parents something about me being depressed....like just recently when i had to be put in the hospital....i tried reassuring them that i was OK. sometimes when we share our families start thinking the absolute worst right away...that may be where you're husband's anger comes in - he pictures the worst case and knows there's little he can do about it.

but maybe if you tell him that you are feeling really badly right now...but that you are OK you just need some support...and maybe have some examples ready to give him like helping you around the house or making dinner or holding you or just listening...etc. that way he doesn't feel helpless and you get the support you really need!!!

just some thoughts...

at any rate - we're here for you!!!