Just wanted to give an update.

I had a large victory yesterday. I worked the full day. Didn't call out, even worked over a bit. Really amazing for me. I'm day 3 back on my meds and I felt like I could really kick this thing.

But last night my mom said she had to talk to me and pulled me aside. My grandpa's just been diagnosed with leukemia, and they're wanting him to start chemo immediately but he doesn't want to. I'm devastated. I really don't know what to do or think or feel. All I know is I've been lying in bed for hours and everything hurts.