It has been one heck of a roller coaster. Thank you so much for your response. I was doing very well moving on until he sent me that love/regret text, then admitted he got his rebound girl pregnant. That was hard enough, but then when he became distant the next day it was a bigger slap in the face. To be honest, I haven't cried too much within the past 2 days, but I keep taking my anxiety meds and also, I'm drinking some... I am not that kind of person. I had thought to myself "it is funny that this is how he tried to get over me, and it didn't work, so why do I think it will work?" But it does take away the pain for a short while. That's why I need to gain some good coping skills. I guess I am just so tired from the grieving because of this roller coaster ride, you know? It is just hard on me.