You sound fed up with meds entirely but have you ever considered that now that you've stopped smoking some of the meds you've tried before might be more effective? You could try the weight neutral ones which also seem to be less sedating....there are also two entirely new meds that are available...brexpiprizole and cariprazine...probably not what you want to hear but it just seems haldol may not be the med for you....of course I'll admit I've become pretty pro-med since my trial off meds....