I'm putting myself out there in sharing this, but i've had a life of some really good times, but also more instability and turmoil than the average person that i know. a history of abuse, drugs and alcohol abuse, numerous jobs and relationships, frequent moving, financial problems, good performace but poor attendance at work, that's been my life. On one hand i'm liked by most people and i've accomplish some fulfilling accomplishments, but there's that side of me that's just toitering on a tightrope. Can anyone relate to my life? is this what bipolar I and II looks like to you? or is it just me?