I'm here!!! Sorry!
Was low on data for my phone, sleeping all day from Cymbalta, then started feeling a bit better emotionally and was trying to be sort of social.
I actually even met a man. Which is shocking for me because there's nothing I wanted less than a relationship!

Currently got the flu and feel like I've been hit by a train, emotionally feeling the most positive I have in a long time.

Will try to check in more once I'm feeling a bit better!