I had called pych to double my meds 4 days ago no return call but the morning i went to the online pharmacy and it was there , I feel dumb for not checking earlier . I am very shaky today already took some meds that I usually take just at night , I think I am in crisis right now waiting for drugs to kick in . Any thing that changes or surprises me tends to cause high anxiety
I cut people off from coming to visit me as I think it will make worse . I feel ashamed and hopeless . Will this ever get better?
I feel I put too much faith in meds getting me better , I have never before called a doctor for meds or increased meds . I am such a burden to those around me in this depressed funk . I look for answers all the time but there seems to be no magic maybe I can get thorough some time passing but its tuff.