i feel bad for you, i have a good relationship with my parents now, but it wasn't always that way so i know what you mean. with me although it was m mental issues that caused the riff and i'm doing much better now. i don't know what i would have done without my parents and feel for your situation. good luck and try not to dwell on it. i know it is a hard thing to do but you will feel better if you don't. good luck