So... he just "incidentally" posted a picture from my neighbourhood on social media and I am feeling really creeped out. I saw this by accident, but I think he wants to give me the message that "he is around". Wow it is scary. I cannot describe how this makes me feel. I have never ever experienced something so strange. I wish he would run far away now, and leave me alone. When I couldn't make him really stay during our relationship, why is he holding on so fast now? Has he no respect at all for me? I have to deal with this passive sort of lingering showing presence thing somehow. Still the heartache is so bad, but this triggers some feelings that are worse.
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