I don't understand, but I feel so empty, and worthless. I am so desperate for attention. I feel like a burden to my family... like I don't belong. My step-father and mother just had a baby, and it feels like I shouldn't be here anymore.

I want love. I want attention. But I'm just not good enough. I'm fat, and ugly, and I never do anything right. No matter how hard I try to feel needed, like I accomplished something, something happens to get rid of it.