im just very upset at myself for missing my pdoc appt and this has what drove me over the edge. but my therapist pulled some strings as much as she could. supposedly. so im happy about that.

im upset over what my sister said about people in the mental health system. i posted that already here. i had 2 hour long convo with my mom on that. she doesnt understand me either.

im just judged for being on disability but i cant work on these meds and i cant work off them too much either. so its a catch 22.

i feel sick to my stomach now for drinkig so much coffee. but ill be ok eventually with that.

im just so upset over so many things and i dont mean to take it out on anyone here. but my anger could possibly be a sign of psychosis too. as i believe i only get angry when im in psychosis. like very angry.