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Originally Posted by Aviza
I really wish I understand why I was sent here. Why God wants me on this planet, all I have done is cause chaos, heartache, and pain to those who were closest to me. I quit when I should have tried, I tried when I should have quit, I just do everything that I could possibly do wrong. How to fix something like that?
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Aviza - I know exactly how you feel. I could have said these exact same words. Just screwed everything up. I know things could be a lot worse and all that but that doesn't help how I feel now. Therapy can help. But from experience their just going to try and get you to learn how to live in the moment. You have to find the strength to go forward , regardless of the past. That's what's so hard for me to do. Taking that first step , however small , is a victory , even if your the only one who knows it.
Good luck.