T,
you said that some things i am only ready to talk about thru email. i agree with that. i feel much more comfortable writing about my experiences to you. i asked you if i will ever feel ready... to talk about it in person. you didnt respond. it was kinda late at night though. i wanna know though... do you think ill ever be ready to talk about what happened? to admit it? to say the words out loud? i know you know the basics of what happened. the details are what get me, like how far it went. the shame i feel is immense. i feel disgusting. will that ever go away?

me